Rather than pondering on what to write and delaying the whole process, I decided to write and finish it off - that 'griha pravesham' feeling of writing my first ever blog post. This is all mine! Mine only.. I don't intend to share it with anyone. I will not duplicate anyone's ideas, neither borrow nor steal. What I write, I am solely accountable and can be held against.
Quite ironical that my first ever official blog is written from office in Mumbai.. officially.. on the last day of my work. Yes.. today is my last day at work in Mumbai. Another ten days I will be back home in Coimbatore shuttling between our family and my family.
To all those who do not know me and visited this blog by mistake:
I, the musical pitch is a 'normal' homo sapien of the softer gender.. naah.. the weaker gender.. or the more attractive gender.. However you may call it! With over two decades of seeing life and living it, very few things can be told about me. While the others have to be felt and experienced.
Similar to one of my craziest decisions to relocate to Mumbai 5 months ago in search of greener pastures, I quit (put down my papers) out of the blue with no specific reason in mind. To my employer I said 'health', to family I said 'unhappy and home-sick', to my boy-friend 'disturbed and looking forward to a life' and to my friends it is 'the much needed break in my life'. What it is in reality, only I know... a feeling that cannot be written because it is mixed, jumbled letters, words, thoughts. It is pain and pleasure, it is joy and sadness, confidence and insecurity. Deep down I know what I am worth, what I can do, how many people's lives I have made a difference to - personally and professionally. And I also know 'this is the need of the hour'. I am doing no good to myself or the people around by being unhappy. I am slowly confusing myself and killing the actual me. I would never want to do it. So, I break all those social and societal chains to pursue my head and it says 'rest and rejuvenate - All is well!!'
Quite ironical that my first ever official blog is written from office in Mumbai.. officially.. on the last day of my work. Yes.. today is my last day at work in Mumbai. Another ten days I will be back home in Coimbatore shuttling between our family and my family.
To all those who do not know me and visited this blog by mistake:
I, the musical pitch is a 'normal' homo sapien of the softer gender.. naah.. the weaker gender.. or the more attractive gender.. However you may call it! With over two decades of seeing life and living it, very few things can be told about me. While the others have to be felt and experienced.
Similar to one of my craziest decisions to relocate to Mumbai 5 months ago in search of greener pastures, I quit (put down my papers) out of the blue with no specific reason in mind. To my employer I said 'health', to family I said 'unhappy and home-sick', to my boy-friend 'disturbed and looking forward to a life' and to my friends it is 'the much needed break in my life'. What it is in reality, only I know... a feeling that cannot be written because it is mixed, jumbled letters, words, thoughts. It is pain and pleasure, it is joy and sadness, confidence and insecurity. Deep down I know what I am worth, what I can do, how many people's lives I have made a difference to - personally and professionally. And I also know 'this is the need of the hour'. I am doing no good to myself or the people around by being unhappy. I am slowly confusing myself and killing the actual me. I would never want to do it. So, I break all those social and societal chains to pursue my head and it says 'rest and rejuvenate - All is well!!'
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